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Me With Her

2008-05-07T09:55:00.006+08:00

|||Tengok Gambar MuS With Yati|||
Ouhkay,Ni Post Cukup For Todae
Heees.

Monday Was Super Super Super Awesome.

So Short Yet So Long

2008-05-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

It's Been A Hectic Week.
Cracks Up The Brain Lots.
Alotta Thinking.

Turtle Hanging On Her Finger Always.
She Wrote The Date On It.

Past Few Days Was Like Up Down Up Down.
Rollercoaster Ride.

On That Certain Night,There Was People All Around,But It Seemed Peaceful To Me.The Surroundings Were Forgotten.
It Was Nice Though.
But That Conversation We Had Caused Alotta Thinking.

IF IF IF IF IF IF IF

Hope Nothing Would Happen Ar.

Vice Member Dah Ouhkay With MuS Again.
Match Bola On Saturday Was Totally Tiring,Super Panas Terik.
Chill With Them,After So Long Tk Chill With Them.

Now I Gotta Stress Out On How To Balance My Time.
1 Week Ader 7 Hari,Minus 5 Weekdays Dah Tinggal 2 Hari,Itu Pon If Tak Occupied...Wahhhhhhh....

MuS Coughing Bad,Going Polyclinic Tomorrow B4 Skool...
MuS Sakit Larrrrr...

And To You All,Sowie klu MuS dah Lamer Atau jarang Online..
Malas Larr...Heees

Mesti Rindu Kan?? Nyahaha...Ouhkay MuS Mengarut...

You Got The Union Guys Er Gonna Here Yas Er Yous Stupid?
The Union Guys Er Gonna Run Right Where Yer At No Wonder Y'All...Ga..Gonna End Up Dying!
Im Get'tin Outta Here Th..Th.. They're All Gonna Be Dead Tomorrow!

DATE

2008-04-26T23:53:00.008+08:00

MuS Should Be Sleeping With A Smile.
Nie Kakak2 And Abang2 Ku Conferm Nak Tau Cerita.

Woke Up Messaged Her,Slept Again,Den Woke Up Again B4 11,Twas Saturdae.The Day I Will Be Meeting Yati...0(,^^)V

Chill Lar Kakak2,Jgn Senyum Untuk Aku Yet,Aru Start Cerita.

Den,I Dunno Wat To Do,,Bathe,Den Wait For 12 O'clock..
She Still Didn't Call,Saying She'd Be Home From School At 12..
I Called Her Up Ard 1230 And She Was At School...
It Was Like,I Hope She'll Be Home Soon...

Then Came The Time B4 1.30,She Called Using Her House No.,I Was Like "Yeay-ing".

She Had To Kemas Her House First.Den She Called Me, And There I Was Siap-ing.
And The Time During Siap-ing,I Made Tuna Sandwich.2 Of It,Cut Into 2 Pieces Each,To Give It To Her.HuaHua.

Went Out,Reach Eunos,Waited For Her...
Called Her After Waiting For Quite Awhile,She Was At Eunos Interchange,So We Kept Stucked On The Phone Till She Saw Me.

Sat Down,Talked For A While.Dunno Where To Go At First.And Passed Her The Tuna Sandwich Which Was Inside This Small Paper Bag That My Adek Gave Me(Bought From Daiso,She Got Alot'o It).

She Asked What That Is,I Asked Her To Guess,She Pressed2 Then Said "Soft Toy?"
I Said "Tak,Jangan Tekan,Nnti Rosak".
Then She Was Like "Makanan Eh?"
I Smiled And Say "A'ah"
Then She Say "Tuna Sandwich Eh?"
Smiled Further And Said "A'ah" Again,In A Happy Tone.
Laughed Laughed Laughed.

Can't Contact Hisham,At Wisma Ayid Called Saying Zifah Tklei Kluar,Dier Kat Junction8 Den Tros Had To Head Back Home.So It Was Not A Triple Or Double Date.Haha.

Went Walk2,Search For Flash 'N' Splash At Wisma But There's None There.Den Found It At Heeren.Went To Eat At BK.
Take 7,Go Bugis,Den Walked To Suntec.

The Dissapointment Was That The Suntec Fountain Of Wealth Was Under Construction,I Was Like "Lar,Under Construction."
No Fountain,Only Music,Sit There,Talk2 Had Fun.

When We Went Off From The Fountain Terserempak That Stupid Penghutang Duit,I Was Like,SHIT,Dah Agak Mesti Terserempak Deknie Kt Sini.
Muka Case Step,Den Tknak Layan Nyer Muka,Geram nyer Aku..

Go Shop Buy Green Tea,She Bought Mentos.
Jalan2 At Tower 4,Sesat There For Awhile,Den Walked To Tower 2 And 1.Then Ternampak Budak Bodoh Itu Lagik Pader Jauh Crossing My Path.
Told Her "Eh,Ler Deknie Lagik,Cepat2 Jalan,Tknak Tgok Muka Dier"

Walk To MRT Station,Teman Her To Eunos,Then Tap Out,Stay Awhile,Tunggu Dier Decide Naek Bus Or Jalan,Den She Walked With me To Control Station,Den She Thought Walking Home.

Said Bye,And There She Goes,Look At Her Again,Then Tap In The MRT Station.And On My Way Home.
Forgot To Thank Her,Then Messaged Her To Thank Her,She Replied Using Her Adek's Number,Thanking Me Also,Saying That Can Ask her Out Again,And Telling Me To Call Her When I Reached Home.
Messaged My Kakak2 Abang2.

Home,Call Kjap,Chill,Den Nie Tnah Blog,Den Now Nak Call Lagik..
So Yeah...

WEEEEEE~~~~

I Hope It Will Continue And Continue,To The Next Level,And Hope Luck Is On My Side....

PEACE!!

I Don' Gettit I Jai I'll Tell Ya What
I Do Not Gettit This Is Stupid

Life's Journey

2008-04-24T03:24:00.010+08:00

Pictured In My Mind Now,The Face Of My Mummy.
I Noticed Her Face Getting Old,Life's So Fast.
I Can't Tell Her Of The Love I Feel.I Just Wish That I Can Show That To Her In The Future.

No Hugs,Kisses Or Even A Decent Hand To Hand Gesture.Used To It I Guess,And That If I Were To Do It It'll Be Awkward.
Wish I Could Turn Back Time And Just Amalkan All These.
It's Just Now,I Rarely Get To See Mummy,Sometimes Didn't See Her For A Whole Day At All.

I Didn't Even Notice That Her Face Has Already Aged.What A Son Am I.
Hmm,I Just Can't Show It To Her For Now,No Courage To Even Try To Show...

I Hope Life Would Get Better,I've Gone Thru Hell,Twas Shitty.
So Eff-ed Up.

Gahhh,Fucking Psycho Lar That Guy,Can't He Just Die.
Kecik2 Taknak Mampus,Dah Besar Menyusahkan Orang.

EFF YOU PSYCHO!!!

I Just Stole A Swanz...Your Gonna Take My Kanish.
I'm Taking One Of These As My Kanish Now.
Your A Pop.
I Wawawawa Gonna Other Place To Get A Job.
I Can't Believe It.Amma Disturb My Saletee.
Give You Costumers Satisfaction,So I'm Ready To Go.

Ordeal

2008-04-20T00:32:00.004+08:00

The Ordeal Still Goes On...HAIZ~~~

GEFLATO! There's One Uggum In My Ass!

HELP

2008-04-16T02:25:00.002+08:00

iAMayid I Thank U Alot For Alotta Things,But I Know U Won't Be Reading This.
For Everything,Teachings,Aiding And Stuff...
But This Big Problem That I Shared,U Helped Great,But The Problem Still Hasn't End So I Guess,I Still Need Aid....

Let's Go,We're Finally Going
Ok Hawrawfs Time

MALAS

2008-04-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

GRIPTAPE DAH TUKAR~~ TuH Jer Update~~~

MALAS NAK UPDATE Ar!!!

BAM CUMMAWN GIMME THUHHLLLAAWALLA
TAT KEEK SITTIN HERE ALL NIGHT!!!

TIRED

2008-04-13T03:57:00.004+08:00

I Can't Hold Any Longer
I Am Not Any Stronger

Everyday I Wonder
Where My Mind Tends To Ponder

The Future Holds No Boundaries
The Present Tainted With Agonies
The Past Left Memories

When Sorrow Turns To Dust
We Borrow What We Lust

Broken Like Pieces Of Glass
I Will Never Know How Long I'll Last
Towards The World Turning Fast

LIVED IN PURGATORY

NAW THEY GOT STUPID RULES...ITZA STUPID KAZIXTA STUPID COUNTRY DATZALL I KNOW!

It's All What Matters

2008-04-11T09:58:00.009+08:00

It's All What Matters To Me Most.
LOVE Was Not With Me All Along.
To Those Who See Me As The Bubbly Cheerful Belo.
That Is Just Part Of Me.

I'm Talking LOVE In All Aspects.
I'll Feel Down At Alotta Times,And I'll Try My Best To Keep Myself Up.
I Have Love From My Dear Friends,Those Few IT1A's That Have Been With Me.
But Then It's All I Could Have.

If I See Something Like A Mother Holding Her Child's Chin,And Rubbing Her Child On The Head Or Some Parent And Child Bonding Can Really Put Me Down.I Saw That Family Love That I Have Never Felt..
Never Had Even A Pat On The Back For Encouragement,Or Never Always Had Encouragement Or Social Support.
If I'm Down,That Will Be The Most Possible Thing I Would Think Of,I Feel Lonely At Home,Siblings All In Their Own World,Daddy,With His Own "Easy-Life" World,And Mummy Working Hard To Support The Family,Mostly Resting At Home In The Day,Work At Night,Sometimes I Didn't Even See Her For A Whole Day.

What More,I've Never Had Luck In My Lovelife,All Turned Sucky,Now It's Just A Matter Of Me Having My Own Show,Keeping MySelf Busy With my Frens And Hobbies And Waiting For The Light To Shine On Me...

Trying To Make A Path For The Only Hope I Can Hold On To Now...
Studies...
Even When I Got Good Grades,And Told Mummy Bout It,There Will Not Be Anything Like Words Of Praises...Then I'll Just Sit And Hope For Something Good To Be Heard...

For People Who Gives Love To Me,Treat Me Well And All...I'll Return Back The Favour,And I Will Cherish And Treasure It Lots...But If It Fades,I Just Walk My Path Never Turning Back,Hoping To Stumble Upon Something New.

I Just Need It To Make-Up For That Loss From My Family,So Now U Know,Im Lacking It...

He's Got No Tiddly Just Joogle,You Can't Just Goat Duggle Hammer And Nail And Hammer Something And Expect It To Grow.
Beglat You've Got These Idiots Sitting Hernwhaga Ehhhm Just
Sitting Glawhahwaglahhh What They're Doing!!

SKATE SKATE SKATE

2008-04-10T11:40:00.004+08:00

Yesterdae,Went Skate With Ayid,Akid,Hisham...
Ayid From Work With His Smart Wear,Cool Kepe Mcm Bam Margera...
Went Skate,Skate,Planned To Make Rail And Ramps,Ayid Bought This Long Metal Rail...We Found Lotsa Wood Before Buying The Rail,After Buying The Rail We Thought Of Taking It,To Make A Ramp,When We Got Back To The Place We Found The Wood,It Was Gone...

I Hurt My Ankle Again,That Stupid Small Thing Stucked On The Wheel,And Ayid,Standard Mesti Tnyer "Skateboard Ouhkay??" Orang Terbaring Kaki Tgah Sakit...Hahaaa...

So Made Our Way To Akid's House,And Hisham Memekak Kt dlm LRT Tuh...

At Akid's House,He Checked His GPA And He Was Super Stressed With His GPA,Mak Bapak Dier LagiK Blei Ketawer Kan,,Aiyaaa...
Hisham Slept,Then Ayid Slept,I Played Games..
After That We Went Skating Again At This Deserted Isolated Dark Place Beside The Canals..
I Landed A Perfect Kickflip For Once After A Whole Lots Of Mob-ish Kickflips..
Shuvits After Shuvits...

Went Home,Chill2...Usual Nightly Calls...
Then Play Racing Game Online With Akid...
Still Calling,Then Go Sleep,And Now...
Woke Up Late...

Actually MuS Malas Nk Update,See My Language Case Malas Nk Write Btol2 In Sentences

ITZA TUH TUH TUH TUH TEH TALLIAN PIZZA

Wonder

2008-04-09T02:05:00.006+08:00

Have U Ever Wondered How Ur Life Will Be In Years To Come,How That What U're Currently Doing Will Matter To The Future,Even If U Study Hard U Will Have A Great Future??

Wondering Of How Life Is,Where Is That Certain Hope,Sense Of Belonging,Who Will Love Or Be-Loved,When Will Luck Come To Me,When Will People Start Realising What Pain In The Ass They Are To Me,Will Anything Change For Best Or Worst,What People Think Of Me,What Will I Live Like,What Will I Be Doing In The Future,What To Do Next,What To Type Next??

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Time Ticks~~

What A Day,Pity Akid Was Not Able To Join,He Looked Up Forward To It Really Really Alot...AWW,We'll Just Make It Up Some Other Time...
Event:Masak2&Movies At Sabbytot's House.
Junkfood:Tub Of Ice Cream,2 Chachos Big Bag And Spags,I Went Home Feeling Oozy Like I'll Vomit Any Moment,But I Didn't..
Well It Ended Up A Chilly Day,Usual Workout Routine...And Then Rot Rot Rot As Usual...
And Here I Am....

I WANNA GO SKATE!!!!!!!

CHUCK HAT ANYTHING FLYGAWANNA CAR LIKE THAT WUT DEY GUNEDOO,YOU GUNDA TAKE IT TO A JUNKYAR JUS LEDUM HABIT AT THE JUNKYAR DEMSELVES...HUTS ONG WITYOU???

NTAH AR~~

2008-04-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

What The Hell!!!Issit The Work Of Peanuts??Woke Up Realizing My Right Side Of The Face Was Covered With Pimples,I So Dunwanna Go Out At The Moment.I Think Because Of The Peanuts I Ate Mummy Bought...FuuhH~~Stupiiddd Pimples~~

And My Aunty's Fucking Cat Just Pee-ed In The Kitchen,FUCK LAR!!!
Stupid Aunty I Have,Menyibuk Jerr~~Internet Pon Nk Amek Wireless Orang Nyer,Pegi Ar Beli Sendiri,Rumah Pon Tinggal Kat Sini,Laen2 Makcik Pakcik Ader Taknak Gie Saner,Atau Pegi Ader Rumah Sendiri...HAIYAAA!!!

I Wanna Be Rich,And Stay At My Own Home!!!

There's Little Food At Home That I Ate,Tk Cukop 2 Small Packet Nasi Lemak Mummy Bought..

And An Interesting Biscuit Not For Those With A Weak Will,Totally Stings The Tongue,Where Did My Brother Bought It At..HMMM??
And So For Today,I'll Be Rotting At Home Not Knowing What To Do With My Ugly Face,How To Hide This Ugly Face Siak~~

BULL SHEDDUH FOOL ON TARDY!!

MALAS

2008-04-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

MALAS NAK UPDATE!!!

BUTTCRACK

2008-04-04T06:59:00.000+08:00

It's Early In The Morning At The Buttcrack Of Dawn,I Couldn't Get To Sleep Properly The Whole Nite,I Slept At 2++ Den Woke Up Around 0245hours...
I Drained Out In The Nite,Lying Restless On The Bed,It Was Cold,Dazing In The Purgatory~~

Dazed About How Changes Has Made People From Good To Bad Or Bad To Good.
I've Notice Alotta Changes Happening To People,Mostly With The People They Mix With,Or Because Something Happened In Their Lives.Some Realized Some Don't.
Changes Are Pain In The Ass,But That's The Fact Of Life That We Gotta Face And Adapt To It.

As For My Part,I Dunno How Good Or Bad I've Become,But I'm Trying My Best To Change For The Better.Being Good Or Nice Can Be A Real Sore.
Some People Will See It Like Too Good To Be True,Then They Wouldn't Want That.
I've Had 3 Times Being Told "U're Too Good For Me,U Can Easily Find Others Like This" Since I Finished My Sec School.
That Can Really Make Me Change For The Worst.
My Kindness Made Me Suffer Alot,Not To Mention Money Money Money.
I Just Wanna Beat The Crap Out Of People Now,Some People Really Takes Advantage Of My Kindness.
"Come To Me When Thou Hath Problems,And Forget Me Once Done"
That Should Be Enough For Now o(,^^)V

HUALAWALAHALAALAAA HORSEPOWER

It's Still Early And I Dunno What To Do~~BRRRR~~

TUNA SANDWICH

2008-04-03T17:46:00.001+08:00

|||TUNA SANDWICH|||
||| WITH TOO MUCH MAYO|||

Ni Punyer Ouhkay Ar....

MuS Tnah Bosan,Kan MuS Kater Nan Sab,Klu Ader Blog Mesti Letak Bender2 Mengarut~~

First Time Post Nie BenderBLABLABLA~

2008-04-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

First Time Of This Posting,Dunno Ar Why Suddenly Got Urge To Do Blog~
Nie Ar Tt Time Sabby Kater "Biler Ko Nak Ader Blog MuS"
Kan Dah Terbuat~~
LoL,Thanks To Eena For Helping Everything~~
Dah MuS Actualli Malas Nk Uat Blog,Dah Leceh,Time Consuming,Tapi Taktau Asl Buat...
Belo Ar MuS~~

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Me With Her

So Short Yet So Long

DATE

Life's Journey

Ordeal

HELP

MALAS

TIRED

It's All What Matters

SKATE SKATE SKATE

Wonder

NTAH AR~~

MALAS

BUTTCRACK

TUNA SANDWICH

First Time Post Nie Bender~~BLABLABLA~~~

First Time Post Nie BenderBLABLABLA~