Friday, April 11, 2008;
It's All What Matters To Me Most.
LOVE Was Not With Me All Along.
To Those Who See Me As The Bubbly Cheerful Belo.
That Is Just Part Of Me.
I'm Talking LOVE In All Aspects.
I'll Feel Down At Alotta Times,And I'll Try My Best To Keep Myself Up.
I Have Love From My Dear Friends,Those Few IT1A's That Have Been With Me.
But Then It's All I Could Have.
If I See Something Like A Mother Holding Her Child's Chin,And Rubbing Her Child On The Head Or Some Parent And Child Bonding Can Really Put Me Down.I Saw That Family Love That I Have Never Felt..
Never Had Even A Pat On The Back For Encouragement,Or Never Always Had Encouragement Or Social Support.
If I'm Down,That Will Be The Most Possible Thing I Would Think Of,I Feel Lonely At Home,Siblings All In Their Own World,Daddy,With His Own "Easy-Life" World,And Mummy Working Hard To Support The Family,Mostly Resting At Home In The Day,Work At Night,Sometimes I Didn't Even See Her For A Whole Day.
What More,I've Never Had Luck In My Lovelife,All Turned Sucky,Now It's Just A Matter Of Me Having My Own Show,Keeping MySelf Busy With my Frens And Hobbies And Waiting For The Light To Shine On Me...
Trying To Make A Path For The Only Hope I Can Hold On To Now...
Studies...
Even When I Got Good Grades,And Told Mummy Bout It,There Will Not Be Anything Like Words Of Praises...Then I'll Just Sit And Hope For Something Good To Be Heard...
For People Who Gives Love To Me,Treat Me Well And All...I'll Return Back The Favour,And I Will Cherish And Treasure It Lots...But If It Fades,I Just Walk My Path Never Turning Back,Hoping To Stumble Upon Something New.
I Just Need It To Make-Up For That Loss From My Family,So Now U Know,Im Lacking It...
He's Got No Tiddly Just Joogle,You Can't Just Goat Duggle Hammer And Nail And Hammer Something And Expect It To Grow.
Beglat You've Got These Idiots Sitting Hernwhaga Ehhhm Just
Sitting Glawhahwaglahhh What They're Doing!!
Labels: Si Belo Thinks It's What He's Destined To Live With
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